
Bob licked his fur. Carefully. Thoughtfully. With the gravity of someone fulfilling a sacred rite. When no one was watching, or when everyone was pretending not to watch, he dipped one paw gently into the water. Just enough to feel the temperature of collective amnesia. It was cool. Not unpleasant. Familiar, even. He withdrew it. Shook it dry. Yawned. Then, as if undertaking a great performance, he sighed and stretched and walked back to the train with the aura of someone who had dutifully done what was required.
At the bottom step of the train, just beside the open door, there was a brown felt hat. It was slightly damp, its brim still shaped by thought. The kind worn by thinkers who forgot they had heads. Bob paused. Tilted his own head. Looked at the river. Then at the hat. It had belonged to a physicist, the one who dived in whispering theories about quantum loops and forgot to leave a forwarding equation. Bob picked it up, brushed off a single silver hair, and placed it neatly on his own head. It fit surprisingly well.
Just then, he remembered something, his grandmother’s voice, soft but pointed: “Stealing is not good, Bob. Even if no one’s watching.” He blinked once, smirked through his whiskers, and said aloud, to no one in particular: “Oh, never mind! The guy won’t even remember having the hat. So technically, I’m just borrowing it.”
He adjusted it with feline precision. Then softly added as he stepped aboard: “I’ll return it someday.”
A few passengers climbing aboard behind him assumed he had taken his dip. Bob offered a slight smile. Just enough to be mistaken for serene. You see, Bob was a curious cat. But this entire stop, this river, this ritual, this hush, it all felt a little too … conspiratorial. Too elegant. Too staged. Too designed. He wasn’t against forgetting. He simply doubted it was as neutral as advertised. It wasn’t that he distrusted Lethe. He distrusted the idea that forgetting was always freedom. That memory was always the burden.
And so, he’d invented a way around it. He thought to himself: “Well, I seem to recall that one wise man once said, curiosity can be a trap.” And maybe it is. But he had long since flipped the script. In the long ages of falling into the trap of curiosity, Bob began practicing something else. He called it preserved curiosity. Or, on more mischievous days, reverse curiosity. Instead of reaching forward into the unknown, he’d let the unknown reach into him. He didn’t chase wonder but rather, he lured it. So he didn’t dive. He sat. Watched. Waited. That’s how he kept his flame alive, by never quite forgetting.
Bob stepped back into the train, hat slightly tilted, lemon slice still tucked in his fur poket. The rabbit had already curled up under the umbrella. The Conductor resumed ticking off names on a list that had never been shown. Bob returned to his seat in the Literary Territory, lifted his tea, and stared out the window as the shimmering shore of Lethe slid by, gently vanishing behind. And suddenly he made a sigh of relief, for Bob knew he would remember. Even if he didn’t yet know what. Then he took out the slice of lemon he had hidden in his fur poket, looked around, and when no one was watching, took a little bite while adjusting his hat.

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